I well remember your rants about the UK and how much you wanted to go back 'home'. As you've now realised, when you feel a little homesick in the UK you only remember the happy times you had back in the Phil not all the annoying things. Now you are back there you've realised that annoying list is very very long compared to the one you had in the UK.
I hope you sort out whatever problems you have
i am now older and wiser! i love the UK!!!!!!!!
God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people i had to kill because they pissed me off.