iayamiyah....sorry about you are going through...you're still young it will not be the last that you will encounter...my advise for you is try to leave 25% of love with yourself...for that ...whatever happened it's not that painful for you....for now you need to think of whatever bad things or words that he gave you....this will help...soon you will be happy again....and don't forget to ask Lord for his Blessings and guidance...take care