hello iamiyah,sad to read your story,broken hearts are hard to mend and the old saying is the true saying time is a great healer,but its knowing what to do during the time of pain thats important,try to keep yourself occupied,keep your mind busy to all the things you havent had time for before,its so easy to get low and lose your desire to eat or sleep,its important that you eat and keep your body nourished a hungry body makes for a weak mind,nothing anyone can say to you will ease your pains at the moment,i been there myself such an awful place to be,keep your chin up and be positive, things happen for a reason takecare ,,, jay ....