Hello Iamiyah!! Sorry to hear about your story. Everybody has their own experience how they got hurt. We should be thankful because we are strong enough to face it. You don't deserve that man, just bare that God has something for you more than him.
God has plan and purpose why you suffer from it. Just stand firm and let everything come to pass, forgive him because you willl be happy for another door that will open for you. In God nothing is impossible just ask and you will receive but be specific to your prayer (you know what I mean). God bless!!