well iamiyah, what an inspiring post, you are so right to say (quote)I just keep telling to myself that he is happy now, so why do I have to be sad , i know exactly what you mean,

its not so long ago i let go, though it hurt to do so it was right to do so, at times i thought the pain would never go, but it does given a little time, forgive when its time to forgive,
i gave up any thought of finding someone special, but its happened perhaps because its meant to be, dont fear getting hurt again that special one will be along when you least expect, im sure god has his plan for you,