My husband would yell at me or cuss me out when we argue especially when he's had too much to drink. He'd say I'm worthless and stupid. He'd tell me to shut up when I try to reason out. There was a time when he grabbed my glasses and threw it on the street. I literally had to bend and feel the ground for my glasses since it was dark and and I couldn't see clearly (my eye sight is terrible with a grade of 450 both eyes). He'd push me sometimes.
But when he wakes up the next day, he'd say he's sorry and that he didn't mean it but it happens again when he's drunk or mad.
Earlier, he didn't want me to go out with my friends just because he doesn't want me to so I complied just to avoid conflict but when I was the one to tell him to be home by 10 PM, he refused.
I love him, I really do, but sometimes it's difficult. I don't know what to think anymore. We have a son, by the way. I have nobody to talk to about it. Sometimes, I feel like there's a problem with me because he says that I should change and that I'm his problem and that I give him a headache and that I'm a pain in the a**.
