Thank you so much for your replies. <3 I know it's gonna be hard, but I have to man up... or should I say woman up (lol), and move on :P
I really hope that in some way it can help other British/Filipino/etc people, who are planning to invest their precious time and money to meet their partners on the other side of the world. I hope it forces them to truly evaluate and really, really know the risks first. At that time, I knew there was a chance it won't work out, but I denied it over and over because I was trapped in that perfect, we'll-live-happily-ever-after fantasy.
I had to learn the hard way that reality can sometimes be so much different from the online world. There are of course a ton of successful stories, but then there are a few ones like mine that didn't turn out so well, unfortunately.
Again, thank you everyone <3 I am praying things will go well for me, and even for him (in that he doesn't do it again to others there). :P
