Thanks so much Ian

It's true, it could've been much, much worse (I think I've watched too many movies to know where it could've gone, lol). And yeah, I have learned a lot from it all. Now I'm just focusing all of my energies on 're-building' myself, so that I can be ready for when I meet the one who is true and genuine.

I really want to thank you (and everyone else here) for believing that I will find a nice guy. Even if I don't personally know all of you guys, reading all of your words and encouragement gives me hope. It makes me see that I'm worthy of someone better than him. I don't have the best self-esteem in the world and often I consider just settling with people like that, but whenever I feel that way, I just come back here and read all of your replies again and again to make me feel better. :P Thank you all so much, you don't know how much this all means to me