Just thought of writing what I feel right now... even though i keep sayin i'm ok.. deep inside i know i'm not. Even i am separated for long time ago.. So hard to find someone that i can like....well I actually Like someone and I do really love ... but that's all.. can't be more than that.....
I'm sorry but i know you guys here are matured enough to give advices... I just need to let it out... so heavy to keep inside me... I'M OKEY is a LIE to tell... I am always crying at night... feel so empty inside... blaming what happen in my past. The pain and scars left inside... hunting me always... I just wanted to be happy and be at peace... i don't know what people does or proffession of each and everyone here.But I have these in my mind..
Ok. a short something bout me.. I know some read of some of my post bout me and my husband. Those what happened before made me sick I guess.. You think guys I need to sick doctors advice ?
Can't sleep always.
Sad.
Depress.
Scared.
Crying.
Angry.
You think i have some big trouble psychologically now?
Im sorry I just need to let it out my system. These thoughts and feelings.Sometimes no matter how i act that i am strong.. deep inside i am very weak and crying out loud for god sake...
anything u will say will be much appreciated.
Thank you and sorry if i am bothering you to read my nonsense story.
