Quote Originally Posted by Lhailhani View Post
Just thought of writing what I feel right now... even though i keep sayin i'm ok.. deep inside i know i'm not. Even i am separated for long time ago.. So hard to find someone that i can like....well I actually Like someone and I do really love ... but that's all.. can't be more than that.....

I'm sorry but i know you guys here are matured enough to give advices... I just need to let it out... so heavy to keep inside me... I'M OKEY is a LIE to tell... I am always crying at night... feel so empty inside... blaming what happen in my past. The pain and scars left inside... hunting me always... I just wanted to be happy and be at peace... i don't know what people does or proffession of each and everyone here.But I have these in my mind..

Ok. a short something bout me.. I know some read of some of my post bout me and my husband. Those what happened before made me sick I guess.. You think guys I need to sick doctors advice ?

Can't sleep always.
Sad.
Depress.
Scared.
Crying.
Angry.

You think i have some big trouble psychologically now?

Im sorry I just need to let it out my system. These thoughts and feelings.Sometimes no matter how i act that i am strong.. deep inside i am very weak and crying out loud for god sake...

anything u will say will be much appreciated.

Thank you and sorry if i am bothering you to read my nonsense story.
getting your heart broken is very much the same as bereavement, it takes time, but you have to let go accept and move on and not dwell in the past, free youself, its your life, you only get one shot,live it