Love hurts...

[Lhailhani]

Actually i'm good.. But there are times like now that those negative feelings strike and made me feel horrible... it lasts for days and i'm back to normal again....
Maybe yes i'm not move on. maybe yes i hate him still, for making my life misery, maybe yes I am still hatin gmore for making my son feel rejected for him having new family and not doing his responsiblity to his kid. I'm not financially bothered if he don't give It's just that the feeling our kid have...

I'm a dreamer, way back but when i'm with him my life stopped. contented to be a full time mother. but now I'm back with my old self.. And fulfilling everything I dreamed of.

Yes right.. I should love my self first.. but I do LOVE MYSELF MORE NOW that i can't trust any man.. all i can see to them is BETRAYAL.. CHEATER,LIAR. omg I also can feel/think I am a man hater after all.. He is my ONLY BOYFRIEND (my husband) I should move on move on move on..lotsa of pushing to move on iim sure.. That I need..

I'm not really looking for some... you guys here being friendly is enough for me . The time you take to read and write your response mean so much to me. I don't want to hurt someone so i guess I have this huge wall.to stop whatever i have or wants and back out.

Dating site is ok yes I understand. When my cousin arrive here few weeks ago. Her husband is foriegner she open a new account for me at... HOT or NOT.. CherryBLOSSom.. and she txted me after few days if i have or talking to some people.. i told her that i deactivated all. i find it a waste of time talking , asking, answering, bragging etc. some are kind of pervert.sorry but thats how i find some of people there.. so I deactivated.

Wish one day someday I can write here SOmething new something that is happy right RHOSE!

[Moy]

Actually i'm good.. But there are times like now that those negative feelings strike and made me feel horrible... it lasts for days and i'm back to normal again....
Maybe yes i'm not move on. maybe yes i hate him still, for making my life misery,

when you felt like that take a deep breath just remember Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. Dont ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time. To love is to risk rejection; to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risking nothing. To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self; to love is to risk not to be loved in return. i been there andi know exactly what its like..and how you feel stay strong and keep smiling

[Lhailhani]

when you felt like that take a deep breath just remember love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. Dont ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time. To love is to risk rejection; to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risking nothing. To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self; to love is to risk not to be loved in return. i been there andi know exactly what its like..and how you feel:jump: Stay strong and keep smiling

thank you so much...

[sweetnote143]

I'm a dreamer, way back but when i'm with him my life stopped. contented to be a full time mother. but now I'm back with my old self.. And fulfilling everything I dreamed of.

Yes right.. I should love my self first.. but I do LOVE MYSELF MORE NOW that i can't trust any man.. all i can see to them is BETRAYAL.. CHEATER,LIAR. omg I also can feel/think I am a man hater after all.. He is my ONLY BOYFRIEND (my husband) I should move on move on move on..lotsa of pushing to move on iim sure.. That I need..

I'm not really looking for some... you guys here being friendly is enough for me . The time you take to read and write your response mean so much to me. I don't want to hurt someone so i guess I have this huge wall.to stop whatever i have or wants and back out.

Dating site is ok yes I understand. When my cousin arrive here few weeks ago. Her husband is foriegner she open a new account for me at... HOT or NOT.. CherryBLOSSom.. and she txted me after few days if i have or talking to some people.. i told her that i deactivated all. i find it a waste of time talking , asking, answering, bragging etc. some are kind of pervert.sorry but thats how i find some of people there.. so I deactivated.

Wish one day someday I can write here SOmething new something that is happy right RHOSE!

hi! I may not know your story and how you've been through but I hope you give yourself the time to reflect and forgive the one who've hurt you and yourself. I know it sounds easy but it's a lot of hardwork. It's hard to forgive someone but if you will try hard it will unload a burden as heavy as the world and you'll find life a lot brighter. Love yourself, that's easy thing to say. How can you truly love yourself if you can't even love other people? If you still have hate in your heart, you can't open yourself to love. Take small steps to a much better you, free from anger, hatred, pity, and bitterness. See the world as a colorful world, look at men with new interest, that not all men are the same. There are lots of good men who will treat you right, who will respect you for who you are. Don't close your door to possibilities, life is too short to live it on pain and anger. We all undergo painful experience in our life, but don't let stop you from reaching out for a better and brighter future. Life is beautiful, it is a gift.

[Lhailhani]

hi! I may not know your story and how you've been through but I hope you give yourself the time to reflect and forgive the one who've hurt you and yourself. I know it sounds easy but it's a lot of hardwork. It's hard to forgive someone but if you will try hard it will unload a burden as heavy as the world and you'll find life a lot brighter. Love yourself, that's easy thing to say. How can you truly love yourself if you can't even love other people? If you still have hate in your heart, you can't open yourself to love. Take small steps to a much better you, free from anger, hatred, pity, and bitterness. See the world as a colorful world, look at men with new interest, that not all men are the same. There are lots of good men who will treat you right, who will respect you for who you are. Don't close your door to possibilities, life is too short to live it on pain and anger. We all undergo painful experience in our life, but don't let stop you from reaching out for a better and brighter future. Life is beautiful, it is a gift.

I understand what you mean... I will try..


Thank you so much all.