ok ... I'll keep you posted. bout my story.. sounds mmmm not ok. haha... but i will try guys... i know most of you here been through so much from thier past. So i want to learn for you. I know also that i am still young and a long way to go for me.

No worries I'm not settling for second choice. and i am not in a hurry too.. Just that sometimes i am so depress.. but im fine now back to normal and work making me busy and sleepless night again.. well keep u posted.