Hang on in there kid.....
Don't lose it, mate.....
Things are bound to change for the better sooner or later. Only matter of time.
Even if Hanna is on a different island a few miles away is not as if she was 8k+ miles from you.... You still see her every week-end or so.
As per letting her experience the UK......
Well... It ain't what it is cracked up to be anymore.
No loss there, believe me....