we were engaged in January, and recently discussing my return and we had agreed the wedding date as Feb 18. An 'positive' day as they call it there. her sister has mental problems from a road accident and i always told her i accept her too as a responsibility. she was due to travel to Cebu this last week school vacation time to get fabric for the wedding gown. this morning i visited the gp and started taking Diazepam for anxiety relief to help me through the day and stop waking in the night to check messages that are not there. when you are used to messages when you wake always there for you and look forward to chats later in the day its so hard now.
