Quote Originally Posted by Tawi2 View Post
..........if I close my eyes and imagine hard enough I can almost see the care-givers
Dreams .

You need to imagine the western carers on minimum wage whose only motivation is a paid job, with no 'over the shoulder' supervision and as many smoking breaks as possible.
Do you image they care a single tot that your sitting in your own excrement and haven't had a bath or wash since last Saturday?

Dreams. Keep them in you mind. It might help