Thanks Prof Al for a pm. Good thing you're around to help. Before this thread finally meet its closure, my sincere appreciation for everyone who posted their messages here and share their experiences and advices. Thanks all. I just want to let you know that the pressure on me is gone now. My hubs talked to me there's nothing to worry about if I pass it or not. I have my certificate to prove that I can do the job. The diploma, of course, is always a goal I will never give up. In the mean time, it's time for me to relax a bit. I deserve a break, don't I? For those MRS who wants to add some value on their CV, you can always do some course to polish you skills and rediscover yourself on what else are you good at. Thanks, Keith, for this space you allowed to share with me. It's like my own diary...I can breathe in and out my feelings so free. Thanks so very much.