Thanks Michael. ..I'm still struggling with the 2 days I'm not working. .too much thinking! !! I've taken up running again so that's helping ..still got to come home to a dead house. ... you are right, time mostly make the pain of lose and emptiness, bearable. ...not always though Michael.Originally Posted by Michael Parnham
Do you have any friends locally Mark, or do you have a garden/or do any gardening? Since I arrived back in England Maritess and I have only one other couple who are friends up to now and its great to have someone to talk to on the odd occasion, even though we don't live near each other we talk on the phone now and then. With reference to my question on gardening, I mentioned it because I found that doing something creative in the garden is a great form of therapy when you are alone and I'm no gardener, but whilst Maritess has been working I've dug out a beautiful pond and stocked it up with plants and wildlife from the local canal and it's turned out really nice! Just trying to put an idea in your head for the days you are home alone Mark!
Hi MichaelDo you have any friends locally Mark, or do you have a garden/or do any gardening? Since I arrived back in England Maritess and I have only one other couple who are friends up to now and its great to have someone to talk to on the odd occasion, even though we don't live near each other we talk on the phone now and then. With reference to my question on gardening, I mentioned it because I found that doing something creative in the garden is a great form of therapy when you are alone and I'm no gardener, but whilst Maritess has been working I've dug out a beautiful pond and stocked it up with plants and wildlife from the local canal and it's turned out really nice! Just trying to put an idea in your head for the days you are home alone Mark!
Yes, i got friends and next door neighbours I can pass the day with
I'm lucky to have such people around me. My daughter has been a God send, I can tell you...I haven't been the most deserving of dad's to her these last 4 years. I'm sure making it up now
I do hanging baskets Michael...only summer ones..I did winter ones last season which turnt out not being a pretty sight.
Im consumed with the running as well which means I spend time preparing meals and eating correctly.
I'm okay Micheal..I know I come accross as a doom mechant at times...all im doing is expressing feelings which I don't do in the outside world..although I share we my daughter and mother.
I will be contributing to the services of this forum...this place is a one in a million
I was going to remove my shed this summer after I hung the baskets...now I will keep at least until my boys start coming back here..I want to keep the house and garden exactly the same as before they left..they will and do remember.
I'm having a good day today..i slept well and tomorrow and Tuesday is rest days..no rain forcast
Glad to know you're doing OKHi Michael
Yes, i got friends and next door neighbours I can pass the day with
I'm lucky to have such people around me. My daughter has been a God send, I can tell you...I haven't been the most deserving of dad's to her these last 4 years. I'm sure making it up now
I do hanging baskets Michael...only summer ones..I did winter ones last season which turnt out not being a pretty sight.
Im consumed with the running as well which means I spend time preparing meals and eating correctly.
I'm okay Micheal..I know I come accross as a doom mechant at times...all im doing is expressing feelings which I don't do in the outside world..although I share we my daughter and mother.
I will be contributing to the services of this forum...this place is a one in a million
I was going to remove my shed this summer after I hung the baskets...now I will keep at least until my boys start coming back here..I want to keep the house and garden exactly the same as before they left..they will and do remember.
I'm having a good day today..i slept well and tomorrow and Tuesday is rest days..no rain forcast
I pray improvements will be just around the corner.
Your daughter sounds like a gem
Thank's Mark, just keep making the most of the rest days, as I said before time is a great healer!Hi Michael
Yes, i got friends and next door neighbours I can pass the day with
I'm lucky to have such people around me. My daughter has been a God send, I can tell you...I haven't been the most deserving of dad's to her these last 4 years. I'm sure making it up now
I do hanging baskets Michael...only summer ones..I did winter ones last season which turnt out not being a pretty sight.
Im consumed with the running as well which means I spend time preparing meals and eating correctly.
I'm okay Micheal..I know I come accross as a doom mechant at times...all im doing is expressing feelings which I don't do in the outside world..although I share we my daughter and mother.
I will be contributing to the services of this forum...this place is a one in a million
I was going to remove my shed this summer after I hung the baskets...now I will keep at least until my boys start coming back here..I want to keep the house and garden exactly the same as before they left..they will and do remember.
I'm having a good day today..i slept well and tomorrow and Tuesday is rest days..no rain forcast
Frustration! !! Or cld well be despair
Another £500 solicitor bill dropped through my door this morning. This all due to being uncooperative. This brings it thus far to 3k ...monies that cld of gone on the boys and going towards paying off mortgage by the time im 65 so then the boys will have it. .as I've said all along.
Why she wants to grind me into dust is beyond me.
I just hope caffcass can be a positive influence on her as opposed to the nonsense she's been fed getting since she left, taking our babies 60 days ago.
Please God bless the 4 of us
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