... y'know, Ros ... there's an old saying:-
"A problem shared is a problem halved! And
I've found there is very often a great deal of truth in this simple maxim.
So ...
if you feel it's something the *Mods can help you with, then
don't hesitate to contact one of *us
via a Private Message - which WILL, in turn, be treated with the
utmost confidentiality.
That's OK. Here's some 'rep' to cheer you up meanwhile.