Barry, I can't see anyone being cruel to you. Maybe you're being cruel to yourself
The way I've read it is:-
1. You spend time in the Philippines
2. You think you have 2 children by 2 different women
3. You come back on here writing poems about ladyboys
Now personally I really couldn't care less what your sexual orientation is, do you actually know yourself
If you want to come out of the closet then do it, if you want advice then ask, or if this is a wind up and you're just seeking attention then just carry on the way you are.
