Both marriage and death ought to be welcome: the one promises happiness, doubtless the other assures it.
--MT on his Letter to Bowain
But through all these pain and confusing you are in now Jhoiz, you are never alone. You can always count on your family, your friends, and us here. And remember that God is good and he knows what's best for us. You may be hurting today and it might be good to just let time heal all wounds, but one day maybe, you can re-evaluate your feelings and decisions and decide if you can still give him another chance or just totally set yourself free or him. At the end of the day, it is still a matter of what you want or what you want for your child. I speak in behalf of the female genre--I DON'T BELIEVE IN SUFFERING IN SILENCE (anymore), stand up for what you believe and what you feel is right. Love yourself, that way, you can begin to learn to love others again(or love him again). Take care and have a nice day!
