I feel so stressed, life-less, help-less.

I know you guys have really helped me with everything, (spoon feeding)

and there are things that you guys cannot answer anymore, I understand that. I am sorry for posting this but I am currently having breakdown as we all know that the only way I can gather information about financial stuff in this fiancee visa application is from my sponsor, which I cannot help it but to really burst everything. Worst thing is i cannot get any definite answer!!! :'( :'( :'( :'( SO DIFFICULT