Thanks for that Joe and for the rep too...
I don't think my memories of it will fade away as I have a child as a result of that memory(don't get me wrong, I don't blame my son for what had happened to me, I fully understand that he's nothing to do with it....and I love him to bits)...it's just that he is a 100% copy of his father---meaning, I can always see the face of that rapist everytime I look at my him....but even so, my deep motherly feelings for my him will never ever change...