Hello Honey! Good thing about IELTS is that test dates are available once or twice in a month. Have you chosen a date when to take it?
As for me, I took the test twice and passed both with flying colors. It wasn't really that bad. I understand it can make you nervous, just try to focus yourself that passing IELTS is one step closer to your partner. You can search review materials online.
Are u located in Cebu?