hi lonely mum(i wish u will soon change ur name to happy mum),

Weigh things now. Pray to God to give u strength and enlighten ur mind and heart in making decisions which will be good for everybody.

also u can try looking for a job again?so at least u will have a regular income. I know how hard it is to find a good job here in our country but as long as u have the experience and knowledge i am sure u can find the job u need.