I have always known I would leave this country one day, where who knows, but I do know that whatever funds that I may have by that date must be enough whereever it may be.
I do not want to be a burden on anyone or country, I would love to live with the people who are local too.
England, I feel, is not my home.
You are right Graham, I have to really think hard on what Ems wants too, that's why I will keep coming back asking the questions here after always speaking to Ems.
I have even tried cutting the budget from £500 TO £400 to send me if she stayed here - plus I would only charge her little rent too on MY house.