Hi guys I have made a decision to let Maria confess all to my family as I cannot live with these lies any more.

I believe the fear inside her is them finding out one day that she is not my own child - and I know they have suspicions - but I have learned to become a pretty good liar myself, which kills all my beliefs as a Christian.

I even told them the Passport Office asked for a paternity test before I could apply for her British Passport and they swallowed it hook line and sinker and it kills me to see how they have become so attached and what the truth would do.

How the hell do I deal with what's going on inside my head?

Guys you have been a Godsend thank you Jack...