I know now that all I want is to have my own biological child. I realise no matter how I look at my little girl, I will always see the other side and hating myself for those thoughts.

Whoever is at fault, it's a path in life which I have chosen and can change that at any moment.

I realise that my wife's career is more important than me and my needs, my only thing I wanted in life was my own child.

Apologies to Graham who I see is expecting a baby with Mercedes. God how I wish I was you, and yes, you were harsh, but right in your advice to me; also Harry T, Jamie and many more I could mention.

This guy needs to reflect on the past 3 years and find happiness again.

Hers's to you all, sat at my local with a few vodkas, and enjoying the company of let's say, happier times. Cheers ...
I understand all you are going through Jack, and good luck with what ever you decide too,
I have 2 adopted children and yes they know i am not there biological father, but i am there father in there eyes and my eyes too, my daughter was 5 and my son was 1 when they came into my,
Think hard for this little person, she knows nobody else but you as her dad,
Sorry to add this to problems