Thanks Harry,

No, you're not rambling on I find myself doing the same sometimes, but just recently I've also found that it helps put things into perspective when you write them down
I find my thoughts bouncing all over the place with ifs and buts, cost of living over there etc etc
Then I write them down and the kind chaps on here give me some great advise and it gives me a direction to head in, rather than go round in circles.
It sounds like you've made the decision already

Good luck