I don't need this upset right now.
I admit that what I've done in February 2015 was a very big mistake and I was going to tell about it but it felt not right yet.
To tell you all the honest truth if I got back with Carilene or met another filipina I would definitly go and see her and it would be my dream to visit the wonderful Philippines and it's such a great country. I want you all to know that what I did was very wrong and I promise it will never happen again. I'm still upset by the split.