We all take drugs Michael, even you have. I still don't understand what is wrong with seeing a dead person, don't you watch the news? See them in your living room every day, watch all tv dramas, always a murder. But seeing a dead person in their home in an open coffin is a beautiful and peaceful experience. I could post you some photos of my children with their dead Lola and uncles and family friends, but I would hate to make you see that if you feel you need to be sheltered from it.