thanks for the welcome and thanks for all comments on my situation. It looked like things were over. I made a last ditch phone call and i think i talked her into trying to get over her trust problems. I've started by deleting the yahoo id's i have, and all the dating profiles i've made in the past have been turned off too. She has the passwords to a few ym id's so i can't do anything with those myself.
I'm sure her violent tendancies are down to her jealousy, and usually as a result of something careless i've done, without realising it would affect her so badly. I won't go into details about what went on during our last meeting, or what she did to me. I will be more careful what i do or say in future. I know she loves me very deeply indeed and i don't want to waste that kind of love, even if it is stifling at times. I know i can trust her, she never tried to cheat me in any way, and i don't know if i could say that about many others i have met on my travels there. I will make every effort to forget what she has done to me and my things, and i hope she can forget my stupid reactions.
It wont be easy winning her trust but i will try everything i can to do it, as she is a one in a million woman. She's completely
at times when i make her angry, and many times i feel like
, but i can never be sure i can find one like her.
Originally Posted by nomorericepleas
thanks for the welcome and thanks for all comments on my situation. It looked like things were over. I made a last ditch phone call and i think i talked her into trying to get over her trust problems. I've started by deleting the yahoo id's i have, and all the dating profiles i've made in the past have been turned off too. She has the passwords to a few ym id's so i can't do anything with those myself.
