Background
It started a few hours ago on this nice warm day. Having gone shopping (in the local pinoy store) i also went to homebase to buy various cleaning items in anticipation of my beloved's pending arrival, I returned and started washing the windows. With my music in the background blaring punchy energetic songs I was energised enough to tidy the garden also.
Mistake
As it started to get darker I thought it would be polite to lower the volume, out of courtesy to my neighbours, and also to play some slower paced songs. Enter 'sway', 'alipin', 'surigao, surigao', 'one last cry', 'the love I found in you', 'the gift', 'from this moment' and 'love will be our home'.
The songs reminded me of da phils and most particular of my wife, Sofi. So, I thought i would check out the 4,000 pictures of her/us I keep on my PC. Then I read and reread the texts on my phone.
The discovery
I now know how to make myself feel like crap! Boy this is hard!
Still, tomorrow morning I will wake, call her to hear a voice and feel fine again!
This is dedicated to all of you out that there that have felt or are feeling this way from time to time! hang in there!
Toks