Gather your strenght left and face whatever life reserves for you Sphinx.
I would like to give you this advise:
Plan your next move. Weigh things, if it's better to stay here or Phil. If you can stay here in UK, then it is also good for you as it will be much easier to find a job and settle yourself.
Think of the things that will help you improve your skills and yourself as well.
Socialise with others at work or in community.
It is never easy to deal with things and problems alone, but I can garantee you that when everything cools off and bad moments are gone, and you are still there standing strong you will think to yourself 'geez, I did that'?
'Which does not kill me, makes me stronger'
