Thanks to all who commented with nice wishes.
I didn't include how messed up I was when I had to leave Rochelyn.
How I sat on the boat having to go soon but I was in pieces, it was a life-changing moment and that feeling I'll never forget......this was a first for me and I'm not a spring chicken! A lady has never had that effect, I've always been able to activate an emotional shield. They say it's "heart-broken", for me it was "mind and body-broken".
Now how did she DO that
