I agree AndyPaul, it took me years to find the right soul for me.
As for experience of being betrayed. Yes, I have experienced it, I know how it devastate a person, I know how it feels when your heart is tearing apart, pieces by pieces...flesh after flesh. Until you look at yourself with horror in the mirror, and feel nothing; numbness and total lost...I've been through it all alone with two daughters to look at, no money and nowhere to go; when I look back I feel so good to myself for what I have done and what I achieved. No regrets, I would have done the same thing if I go back with time.