also, id just to tell all of you...that slowly but surely i THINK that i am slowly getting rid of him...since i started this thread, i havent been communicating with him,
to be honest, i feel better when i dont talk to him, although its fun to read emails from him and get IMs from him...its better this way...like lake placid...i dont want the anticipation of getting emails from him and getting down and his random "walk outs" from our IM chats
so help me God, even if i see him online, im invisible
