Thanks for all the advice so far, I am cool, sorry if I gave the wrong impression.
I am going to try to find work in the far east first, I am not intending to jump right in, too much to loose, and I have already lost a lot in my life so far. But, being free is nice.
If this ever works I will be happy, as they say 'slowly,slowly, catchy monkey' I guess when you fall in love with someone you just want everthing yesterday. Getting everything in order first is the tricky bit, but I appreciate advice, thanks
Steve
