Nigel, although I understand you have a wide perspective on life, I feel that the men in white coats are moving in fast. You are amoungst friends here, who accept and enjoy your craziness , BUT.... you are rigggghhhhttttt out there.
I see it like this: there are many speculations on life and many crazy ideas. Some people even write about it, we can call this science fiction if you like. All unsubstantiated theories, ideas of what might happen in the future or what happened in the past or where we came from or where we are going. But you believe all this, like watching Dr Who or a sci-fi movie, you really think it is real. In reality, Dr Who is just a childrens fantasy drama, so I think you are caught up in a fantasy.
It is nice to think outside the box sometimes, but even if you truely believe you have the will to change anything with 'will power' is just an illusion you are using to fill a void somewhere.
Nothing you have said will stop me feeling hungry, nothing you have said will stop my fingers burning if I put my hands in a fire. Life is not an illusion, it is a one off journey into the future. We feel every knock as we push through life. Thinking it is anything other than real, unless you can prove me wrong, is just your fantasy.
btw, I enjoy your posts, it makes me think I am not soafter all
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