is it HARD to say SORRY???...

[mmmab]

I know man, but I have been like that for a long time, saying ****** has become so normal to me, it's like smoking, you can't just tell someone to stop smoking, it takes time...

I know I'm wrong for saying the F work, but ignoring someone you supposedly love for that long isn't right... right?

And respect her... Of course I respect her, I wouldn't tell her I'm sorry or I love her if I didn't respect her... Maybe you grew up where the F word meant something really really bad... I grew up in a school where the F word was said like it was nothing and now I'm realising it aint so good, but trying to change isn't as easy as most people think it is...

[Terpe]

I know I'm wrong for saying the F work, but ignoring someone you supposedly love for that long isn't right... right?

Using the F word to someone in the Phils is going to get you into some extreme problem at some point.
Using the F word to your Mahal is also going going to end up in problems.
It's just that you probably have no idea of the effect.

I personally would not compare it to smoking.
Why not try to use some other word?
Better to explain to your lady about your problem and how you will work hard to change.