Despite of the pain I feel right now, I miss him so so much. I will trade everything that I have if only everything will be okay....even if I'm not a religious person, I will pray and walk on my knees just to see him again......I miss his smile, his jokes, the sound of his laughter, his frown, his stares......God, I'm a mess....nothing will be the same, I know, but how I wish we'll talk again. I'm used to him being there to talk with when I get to the office, his sms when he's at work, his calls during his breaks......all I want this time is at least to have a talk with him. If he will decide to end our relationship, I wont stop him as long as he'll tell me his reason.
I'm in deep ..... I know that I have a lot of pride, but I've realized that pride is a cold company at night.
