Help guys, i'm confused with my boyfriend

[sweetnote143]

this really is so hard im already 34 and i got scammed hahahaha ..... im so ..... ahhh i'd like to punch him so much .... he really exploit my innocence ... im so ashamed of myself right now, i feel i'm like a slut ..... and a desperate woman .... I just think that God will never gave me this kind of problem if i can't solve it..... Thanx again guys .... im really pissed off i even made a painting for him as a gift for his birthday ....... this really is so devastating to think that christmas is so near and im here so sad....

dont be too hard on yourself...we all make mistakes...learn from your experience and move on....dont be ashamed of yourself, it happened, things happened, and you can't change that. focus on bouncing back, being back on your feet, free from emotional baggage. dont hate him also for what he has done, coz by hating it's only you who's going to suffer from it, bitterness is a cold company. DOnt be sad for being single, life goes on and life is not all about marriage or finding that special someone. when you open the door to the world, you'll be amazed how beautiful life is and wish you have all the time in the world to fully embrace and enjoy it.

btw, welcome to the friendly forum

[Vische]

dont be too hard on yourself...we all make mistakes...learn from your experience and move on....dont be ashamed of yourself, it happened, things happened, and you can't change that. focus on bouncing back, being back on your feet, free from emotional baggage. dont hate him also for what he has done, coz by hating it's only you who's going to suffer from it, bitterness is a cold company. DOnt be sad for being single, life goes on and life is not all about marriage or finding that special someone. when you open the door to the world, you'll be amazed how beautiful life is and wish you have all the time in the world to fully embrace and enjoy it.

btw, welcome to the friendly forum

Thanx sweetnote, maybe i can move on but i guess it will take a lot of times.... and i don't hate him i even pity him for using people .... I guess im a little too down here, im a sunny person but now im like a rainmaker hahahahaha... i thank you all for supporting me ..... Salamat mga kaibigan ko ...