tuesday i wasnt feeling well, was week and was sick once and skin was sensative to the touch, think it was heat exsaustion or dehydrated or somthing, sunday and monday was 40c in the house and was out with the family in the heat while they did there voteing, on tuesday night i was feeling alittle better and all the family went to the swimming place, i could only watch them all swim and was upsetting me because i realy wanted to swim with them, but i have a bandage on my leg to make it look the same size as my other leg, was born with this problem, but in the end i went in the shower and took off the bandage and went in the pool with my trousers on, was so happy and had a good laugh, its been 30 years since i last had a swim,
to be honest im tired of the constant eating here, i ate as much as i could at breakfast then 90 mins later it was eating time again, and when we went to the mall last night(ne pacific mall) i ate as much as i could to keep my missus happy and when we got home 30 mins later it was rice time again grrrrrr, i said to her im not hungry ive just ate as much as i can at the mall, this upset her then upset me and when i cry you would expect her to hug me, but no, she say she hated me and will kill me, she dost like me crying hehehe, my friends in the past have always said i get the crazy girls hehe, she says she wants me to gain weight so i look better, i said i tried to gain weight 5 years ago, i ate as much as i could and had weight gain drinks, no weight gained gust have a pop belly now, so im fat and thin at the same time, i think i have a high metabalism or my fireroid is over active so it seems impossible to gain weight,only on belly.
well last week we went to the british embassy to get the certificate to marrage thing, took 1 hour and cost 4600piso then went to the philippine embassy to get my visa extension from 21 days to 38 days, took 90 mins and 3000piso,
came here with 12000piso so got about 3000piso left.
today is my birthday, just want to relax and get better and hope my missus starts talking to me again hehehe![]()